Balanced between chopsticks
a pale plump baozi
steamed pillowy soft
slicked with sweat
in the humid restaurant
red and gold lanterns tremble
as waiters scurry passed
the crowded tables
the air pulses
friends catching up
families getting together
couples on dates
the baozi pale skin
meets my lips tenderly
the clouds of bread part
revealing the rich savoury filling
the fragrant five spice and soy sauce
wraps itself around my tongue
i feel stronger than I even have
The moon is only half full, like that smile.
The ones that’s only halfway to your eyes.
Half real.
Ink bleeds across yellowing parchment, poised,
Waiting for the words to come, in a trickle or a gush.
But they don’t come.
Stars fall out of the sky one by one.
All we can do it watch and
take videos on our phones.
Mile markers flick by the car window, like the pages of a book
This is not an adventure novel.
It’s a story of running away, of crimson tail lights,
glaring out into the night like evil scowling eyes.
words give me the power to be strong by foxseason, literature
Literature
words give me the power to be strong
I collect pens
like a tiger gathers stripes
I carry them with me
a tree gaining another spiral
with each year that passes
I scrawl your name in the margins
it’s spent days sitting
on the tip of my tongue
like peppermint
Words tumbling down
threading themselves together
like pearls on a string
I sing them like a hymn
and they give me courage
they have started to realise you’re not like them
the self deprecating jokes you tell
aren’t fitting right, like an ex's favourite tee
and cracks in your mask, where your eyeliner should be,
have begun to show
they see that you lean too heavily on self medication
and aren’t sure what to do with your hands
as if you're new to your body
and you haven’t worked out the kinks yet
trembling legs and fingers
your a magazine seven months out of date
flipped through in a waiting room
without actually looking at the pages
You’re mostly left cold
as a perfectly fine way to waste time
but forgotten when out of sight
I never asked you for perfection. I just wanted us to be happy and content, giggling at all our imperfections.
But you are still trying to figure out what happiness looks like to you.
And I don't think that's me.
Searching for meaning but not listening by foxseason, literature
Literature
Searching for meaning but not listening
We watch pastel pink and lilac hues interlacing
in a majestic swish of sunset
engulfing the crisp blueness of autumns sky
before plunging into midnights silky navy
I listen to your stories, smiling,
and pretend I was there too
We find comfort in the warmth of your car
flicking through radio stations
as deep burning oranges and crimsons
take flight in the sky overhead
We search for symbolism in the songs
dripping through the speaks
as the sky opens up for us like a moon flower
sometimes i get scared
that using a pen and paper is a dying art
like newspapers
kids now draw on ipads
and we all type our idea and thoughts
on a keyboard
our faces pale
in illuminated backlit screens
but deep down
I know there are some
that live by pen and paper
they have ink curling around
the sides of their palms like smoke
and twisting up their fingers
smudged letters
like a bruise
freedom to use the whole part
and to change how you use it
writing out like a spider web
or upside down like glancing
at a lakes reflection of the skies above
choosing your favourite pen
is a task not to be taken lightly
it has to float over the gr
I write shaky words in my notebooks
messy handwriting others would have to
squint and turn the page to decipher
scattered snapshots disorganised
trying to scrawl down exact phases
terrified i can’t get the words
out of my head fast night
like they might dry up and
blow away
Marking days off the calendar in the kitchen
is the only way i actually know that time in passing
that is there a whole world, alive, out there
For days now the fickle sky has been cloaked in grey
dark grey
something between rain and sleet hurled down
All I have seen for days is
white
and grey
and the calendar
and the marks i make
rain soaks the hours
right on into the small hours of the morning
I can’t remember what sunrise looks like
tell me,
what do colours feel like?
Balanced between chopsticks
a pale plump baozi
steamed pillowy soft
slicked with sweat
in the humid restaurant
red and gold lanterns tremble
as waiters scurry passed
the crowded tables
the air pulses
friends catching up
families getting together
couples on dates
the baozi pale skin
meets my lips tenderly
the clouds of bread part
revealing the rich savoury filling
the fragrant five spice and soy sauce
wraps itself around my tongue
i feel stronger than I even have
The moon is only half full, like that smile.
The ones that’s only halfway to your eyes.
Half real.
Ink bleeds across yellowing parchment, poised,
Waiting for the words to come, in a trickle or a gush.
But they don’t come.
Stars fall out of the sky one by one.
All we can do it watch and
take videos on our phones.
Mile markers flick by the car window, like the pages of a book
This is not an adventure novel.
It’s a story of running away, of crimson tail lights,
glaring out into the night like evil scowling eyes.
words give me the power to be strong by foxseason, literature
Literature
words give me the power to be strong
I collect pens
like a tiger gathers stripes
I carry them with me
a tree gaining another spiral
with each year that passes
I scrawl your name in the margins
it’s spent days sitting
on the tip of my tongue
like peppermint
Words tumbling down
threading themselves together
like pearls on a string
I sing them like a hymn
and they give me courage
they have started to realise you’re not like them
the self deprecating jokes you tell
aren’t fitting right, like an ex's favourite tee
and cracks in your mask, where your eyeliner should be,
have begun to show
they see that you lean too heavily on self medication
and aren’t sure what to do with your hands
as if you're new to your body
and you haven’t worked out the kinks yet
trembling legs and fingers
your a magazine seven months out of date
flipped through in a waiting room
without actually looking at the pages
You’re mostly left cold
as a perfectly fine way to waste time
but forgotten when out of sight
I never asked you for perfection. I just wanted us to be happy and content, giggling at all our imperfections.
But you are still trying to figure out what happiness looks like to you.
And I don't think that's me.
Searching for meaning but not listening by foxseason, literature
Literature
Searching for meaning but not listening
We watch pastel pink and lilac hues interlacing
in a majestic swish of sunset
engulfing the crisp blueness of autumns sky
before plunging into midnights silky navy
I listen to your stories, smiling,
and pretend I was there too
We find comfort in the warmth of your car
flicking through radio stations
as deep burning oranges and crimsons
take flight in the sky overhead
We search for symbolism in the songs
dripping through the speaks
as the sky opens up for us like a moon flower
sometimes i get scared
that using a pen and paper is a dying art
like newspapers
kids now draw on ipads
and we all type our idea and thoughts
on a keyboard
our faces pale
in illuminated backlit screens
but deep down
I know there are some
that live by pen and paper
they have ink curling around
the sides of their palms like smoke
and twisting up their fingers
smudged letters
like a bruise
freedom to use the whole part
and to change how you use it
writing out like a spider web
or upside down like glancing
at a lakes reflection of the skies above
choosing your favourite pen
is a task not to be taken lightly
it has to float over the gr
I write shaky words in my notebooks
messy handwriting others would have to
squint and turn the page to decipher
scattered snapshots disorganised
trying to scrawl down exact phases
terrified i can’t get the words
out of my head fast night
like they might dry up and
blow away
Marking days off the calendar in the kitchen
is the only way i actually know that time in passing
that is there a whole world, alive, out there
For days now the fickle sky has been cloaked in grey
dark grey
something between rain and sleet hurled down
All I have seen for days is
white
and grey
and the calendar
and the marks i make
rain soaks the hours
right on into the small hours of the morning
I can’t remember what sunrise looks like
tell me,
what do colours feel like?
van gogh's left ear by inthespacebetween, literature
Literature
van gogh's left ear
i think we're all feeling pretty empty.
this isn't what i should be, but still:
i'm gnawing on the bones that once connected my shoulder to my wrist, & i'm hungry.
i listen to the lonely, & they say:
we crave connection,
we reject being alone,
we hunger for belonging.
they claw at me, & they say:
you cannot ignore us,
for the guilt would be too great.
i listen to the lonely until my ear drums no longer have a (heart)beat to follow.
i listen,
& i'm hungry.
un-tumult of slumber,
i am unfamiliar
with the idea of rest.
usurping my mouth
i am met by what
i have previously encountered,
now at my feet in heaps.
no sheep shall pass
this gateway of spew.
the only yawns here
are technicolor.
and the only spawn
is the disappointment
of broken pieces
of another dream.
find me, pick me out of a crowd
and
pick apart all of my petals and tear up
all of the seams that have been sewn into me
as i’ve grown older.
i’ve had them implanted in my body for so long
that i’ve forgotten what it feels like
to not have them
in.
when i watch you destroy parts of me
there’s solace in knowing that you’d known enough
about me to
remind me that to be hurt is to be
human.
touch can be quantified with
warmness and looseness, and fairness and
forgiveness.
but you always took it too far.
there’s something aggressive and black in your touch that’s
absorbed and planted itself in the lin
the sky presses down on me, cold yet comforting.
i don't mind it.
the green is kind of dull now;
winter wrapped up the brighter hues
to put under the tree.
snowflakes fall, but usually not till january.
still, when the wind wraps itself around me for warmth,
i let it, because i know
what it's like to be cold.
my mother tells me that wearing mittens
will keep my fingers from freezing,
but i tell her my fingers hate feeling trapped.
she understands.
at the end of the day, the sky blazes
as if this may be the last time it ever will.
some things were not made to be subtle.
Through the Maple Groves by OneWithTheStars, literature
Literature
Through the Maple Groves
I venture through the maple groves, rich amber leaves falling,
they coat, cover upon the ground, a golden road sprawling.
The wind rustles to shake the trees, a playful game it seems,
mimicking of call and answer, fall bursting at its seams.
I take the path autumn has laid, my feet gaily follow,
a beautiful adventure waits, this path made of yellow.
yellow Kowhai buds
hang like church bells
Bellbirds chime an exquisite duet
a Tuis timber creek call reverberates
birds flit and float on tree fingertips
Hi guys
Just wanted to show off my new tattoo. This photo was taken on the day, so it's a bit red.
I just love it so much. It's almost fully healed now too, which is great.
Hope you are having a happy day
Love you,
Jean
Hey guys
I have exciting news, tomorrow afternoon I am getting my first tattoo.
I have been wanting this for years but I've sat with the final design for a year to make super sure.
But now I am ready.
And my tattoo artist just happens to be a really close friend too, who works at a studio in town.
I'll show you tomorrow!